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Tschüß everyone

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 8:24 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: "Moon and Moon" Bat For Lashes
  • Watching: Hunger Games
I'm really sorry for my absence, but things have happened, and now I no longer feel comfortable in my own shoes. I'm currently on my iPod on someone else's internet, but my hands are still shaking.

My dad went WAY over the line by going through months worth of my text messages, where he read my conversations between my cousin and I about stuff like me wanting to get drunk *again*, thinking my dad was having an affair, etc. I have simply taken the battery out of my phone and thrown it in the corner, and my laptop is only used for school, and my iPod is used for music only, as well as all of my social networking accounts being canceled. If you think I'm overreacting, I'm really not. Everyone is different, and in my case, I have trust/privacy issues. I don't like anyone going over my homework except for my teachers, I hate when people look over their shoulder to see what I'm doing on my computer, even if I'm just watching a movie or playing a game... I was simply born this way.

I don't know if I'll ever feel comfortable with anything anymore, so I'm sorry if I never get to talk to you all again.

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:iconashleydavies:
Hey, maddie, are you alright? PLEASE respond! WE ARE VERY WORRIED! D: its cruel to leave us hanging like this...

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"There will always be hope, wherever you are, until you yourself abandon it. Never forget that!" - Lost Odyssey

She closed her eyes, not to sleep and not to think, but to do just the opposite: to stop thinking and simply exist.
:icon01shane01:
maddie... where are you, im worried :O
you arent my friend on facebook anymore :O
ugh!
i dont even know any of your friends to find out if you are ok.

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I Cant Do This All On My Own
I Know, That I'm No Superman

Committing Me To The Wanton Desires Of A Beating Muscle <3
:icon01shane01:
OMG!! YOU HVE TO WATCH GREYS!

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I Cant Do This All On My Own
I Know, That I'm No Superman

Committing Me To The Wanton Desires Of A Beating Muscle <3
:iconrawrmadsrawr:
Ok, so I'm probably annoying the shit out of you... but this made me LOL SO HARD! [link]

Enjoy your wonderful day! ;D

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Take you time with me, and kill me slowly.
:icon01shane01:
omg! i seriously pmsl!
wel... not really but almost *giggle*

omg i loooooved thhhaaat!

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I Cant Do This All On My Own
I Know, That I'm No Superman

Committing Me To The Wanton Desires Of A Beating Muscle <3
:iconrawrmadsrawr:
OMG AND BEFORE I FORGET!!!! The very beginning when Arizona is telling Callie to talk to her dad and she walks out and Callie is like "I hate you" TOTAL SECRET 'I LOVE YOU' and then Arizona's awesome remark >.>

I STILL HATE IZZIE. Even more after this episode. Cristina crying made me sad, but it was funny when she "tries" to hug Alex. Alex is an ass. Lexie was an ass, but made things better. WHERE THE FUCK WAS MARK? Creepy girl following Lexie was creepy and lame. I HATE ALL THE MERCY WEST PEOPLE, I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANY OF THEM.

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Take you time with me, and kill me slowly.
:icon01shane01:
totally loved the awesome remarks and i was so proud of callie for standing uo to her dad with the whole 'you cant pray away the gay' :heart:

i dislike izzy... but how could she do that to Alex! SERIOUSLY! that dude was seriously wipped for her!
cristina crying made me giggle XD
Why is Alex an Ass :O
i didnt notice mark at all :/
what self respecting surgon wears salmon pink!

aaaaannnnnnddddd! callie looked better in light blue scrubs :/

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I Cant Do This All On My Own
I Know, That I'm No Superman

Committing Me To The Wanton Desires Of A Beating Muscle <3
:iconrawrmadsrawr:
Callie was just amazing, and it's sad that's she isn't getting nominated/winning any awards :( She deserves them ALL! I'm just glad there was some sort of kiss... >.>

Well, it's interesting how Shonda writes everything. Like Ellen Pompeo being pregnant, but she managed to write the story to take out her belly lol. Now Katherine Heigl is off to film a movie, and she disappears on the show for 5 episodes XD. But it all fits... because this show is full of drama, so it's not like she's adding to the intensity of the show :P. I don't like Alex because he doesn't really give a shit, he's like 'yeah whatever' and all he cares about is his big fucking ego! So annoying. Mark wasn't in this episode at all, and I want to know why he wasn't there for Callie, but at the same time, I'm kinda glad he left it up to Arizona to be there >.>

I know what you mean! I think we're so used to seeing her in the light scrubs because we've been seeing them for 5 seasons. It's like when someone gets a major haircut, and you don't get used to it for a while. :3

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Take you time with me, and kill me slowly.
:icon01shane01:
yeah definately... maybe by next season we will get a proper kiss

oh is that why shes in teh hospital bed :O

oo thats epic!!

no he really did care about Izzy. he changed a lot between going out with her the first time and the second and third time

yeah... i think now mark needs to step back a little from callie and let Arizona take it.

yeah... but she really did look sooooooooooo much better in light blue scrubs :(

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I Cant Do This All On My Own
I Know, That I'm No Superman

Committing Me To The Wanton Desires Of A Beating Muscle <3

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